You know what I see?
I see my life, isolated, unknown, mysterious, doubtful.
I dunno what’s there on the other end. Now I see a ray of light, next moment, nothing.
That’s hope.
Now I see it, next moment I can’t.
That’s scary.
I have no idea what turn life’s gonna take next.
Are good times ahead ?
Or will the difficulties continue to reign?
Why are you so unpredictable dear destiny?
Do you enjoy giving me sleepless nights?
Do you enjoy seeing me weeping?
Why?
What wrong have I done?
Who have I wronged?
Why? Why?
Answer me!!!
Why are you quiet?
Answer me God damn it!!
Take a deep breath. This is not your life, not if you don’t want it to be. Stop worrying! Concentrate on your present. You are leading a good and healthy life. Why ruin it thinking all such negative stuff? Why? Everyone has problems in life but your problems should not be your life.
Thanks for the advice Pari